If I ever feel down or if feel like I’m are doing good- I DANCE! As a matter of face especially when I’m feeling ok, fine, whatever, or happy. I Make sure to dance, or act silly, or create some great memories.
I realized the more I practiced healthy habits and coping mechanisms when I was doing ok, thinking relatively rational, the easier it was for me to do them when I was having a moment, day or week.
I came to accept that I’m an unsettled heart ❤️🩹 a wandering soul 🧚🏼♀️, a puzzle 🧩 solving mind and a trouble making, fun, loving child like spirit.
Then I realized I was what I attracted. If I eat poorly, I felt poorly. If I didn’t exercise, I felt weak. If I complained all the time, I got more to complain about. You get the idea.
And the only thing I became concerned with was my ability to make mistakes and learn from them. My ability to understand that I was in charge of my life and that at this point there’s no one to blame for my life being the way it was other than myself.
And once I understood that I felt like I was well on my way to freedom.
It wasn’t always easy, I am someone who craves change, constantly. I normally move every six months to a year. And I constantly change the jobs. I know a lot of people but I’m not too close to anyone.
I like change within my control and for the longest time I felt in control, lately though.. life has been throwing me for a whirlwind of a ride.
But here’s the thing I have something to show for my life.. You can see the adventures in my face, you can hear the freedom in my voice and you can feel the purpose in my energy.
Because at a very young age I learned everything changes, everyone changes, and we change. There’s no point in fighting it because it’ll happen regardless. So we might as well dance, laugh and love our way through it.
Life is ever changing, channeling, and clearing way for new, exciting, adventurous, and loving people, experiences, feelings and things. Life’s about learning to grow, explore and experience. Sit back, let go, and enjoy the ride 🧚🏼♀️
Everything you want is already yours 💕✨